Peculiar feelings.

The odd sensations that aren't explainable.

Sometimes I can have this sensation that is indescribable, which only I can reminisce about because it doen't happend often. I will try to discribe it as best as I can. When I think of a season for instance winter, I get this feeling in my body that makes me feel that I am looking forward to it but it is not in a specific way, like memories popping up in my head. When I think of a certain time of my life I have a same sensation but different and that makes me feel I enjoyed that period of time. Why is it hard to explain it? I guess it is because there isn't anything concrete attacted to it and the feeling of euphoria, longing and comfort comes after that odd "feeling" or "sensation" is felt. I kinda don't want to ruin it by thinking about the concrete reasons, because the feeling in itself explains it for me personally by merely feeling it. But I need to explain everything around the feeling to be able to explain it to others.

I am really happy for those experiences, because it really does give me something to look forward to, some sort of joy and appreciation for what life has to offer that might give me this sensation in the future. It is kinda addictive in a funny way. I enjoy it because it puts another layer to life, other than logic. It brings a mystery. I really love we at this point in time have language, technology and knowledge that can explain our experiences and in turn get to understand ourselves and others, therefor connect. I also like getting caught off guard in the mundane. This does intrigue me alot. It somehow feels cozy, warm and safe to be able to feel this at times, where I least expect it and sometimes need the most to fuel me for the future.

I wanted to share this because maybe you have experienced a similar experience. If yes please do tell me, because it facinates me alot.

I wish you good health and joy. See you next time.